little by little I'll struggle to true life. time passes regardless of my cry. I finally realise I am nothing when dark covers me. every time I wake up from missing,I hesitate over all my ever belives. ever or never,I make myself unusual to show my existence. I wanna others' recognisation. Too strong the desire burns my heart and soul.My determination just like air breaks into pieces as punlish. Sometimes a lie comfort the sence of disappointment put me edge of life. Why I can't stand ordinary?